Thursday, January 21, 2010
Time for whine
WARNING WHINING AHEAD: I'm starting to feel a bit discouraged. I really feel like my body will never feel normal again. I've been forcing myself to eat apple sauce and chips everyday and I'm sick of it. I really would like to be able to eat a normal meal and enjoy myself. I've been taking a new drug called Zofran (new to me) to help with the morning sickness. It's been helping quite a bit. I'm no longer vomiting when I'm on it but it totally drains me of any energy. I still can't eat much either, especially today. Jack greeted me this morning with a poopy diaper and ever since I've felt awful. It's a little overwhelming to think that I'm going to have three kids in diapers. I can't imagine what the next few years are going to be like. I'm sick of the winter too. I'm ready to go outside and absorb some vitamin D. As a child living in Oregon my mom would make me go outside in the winter whenever there was sunlight to ward off depression. Smart woman. I've been waiting to do that for awhile now, but we seem to have permafog here in Kansas City.