I refused to take a family picture with all four of us. It feels too soon. Our last night in Mexico was Christmas Eve. We went to the resort's fiesta. We were right next to the dance floor which was fun for the kids, especially Hazel. Another little girl Hazel's age came over and started dancing. Hazel was fascinated with her. It's like she remembers she's supposed to have a little friend there but for some reason she doesn't anymore. It breaks my heart. I nearly cried when the little girl's father started asking me how old she was.